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title - Man

APRIL 17 2008

For the first part of the day all I did was study my bible, fast and pray, sleep and dream. Even so, because no call came regarding my job, loan or gift, I still felt like a worthless idler and the day another wasted one. I had switched off my computer completely, even unplugging it, the day before, hoping to give it an indefinite break, but after a jumbled poem began to come to me i returned to the pc, however it was still giving its usual problems, especially I broke my fast afterward and watched a little tv which I was also avoiding to concentrate on seeking God. [I've almost given up on the SADCo job. Today's 1 week and they would have called already. :( ]

the suburban poet in me is rising again and that's a bad sign for he only rises during times of adversity and suffering.

in my dreams
i seek
i seek
after Him
i seek
even in my sleep
i dream
of Him
i seek

He is not there
He does
not hear

i pick avocadoes
and grapes
as big as pears

it s not eden
He is not there
it s just a dream
in the even
He does not care
that i seek Him
that i seek Him

He does not hear
does not hear me
not even
not night not day
not morning
not even
my dreams
i seek him
i pray
He does not hear

the dog
in the bath tub
he hears
what does it mean
a frog
into the green
it s not eden
He is not there
i pick lemons
as big as pears
like avocadoes
i wake
and break
my fast
with a piece
of my last
day-old loaf

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